Not Feeling Well

My female thing started but stopped.

It must be the pizza.

Problems

So, I've been feeling bad, lately.  Things come up in the dark of my privacy.  I guess I'll try to control it and feel better.  The exercise and healthy food should help.  I guess, next time, I need cold cuts and wheat bread and vegetables like lettuce, as well as maybe like honey mustard.  I have some Dancing With the Stars workout videos.  Some are dubbed exercise-based.  I also started working on another Jillian Michaels DVD. It's more routine-based.  I stopped because of my knees and I had done 2 workouts already online, for about 5-10 minutes each.

I don't know what's being squeezed out of me.  I'm not happy that this is happening.  There must be another way out.

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Also, I've been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and watching her online...  I'm thinking of watching "True Blood" or maybe "Ghost Adventures" again.  I miss "The Secret Circle."  I also need to watch Jimmy Fallon.  Blogging is something everyone should do.  I like the forums I find.  I need to find more.  I also have that little basketball hoop.  There must be other things I could do.

Hey, also, there's a small, hard pimple on my right pointer finger.  I also felt my eyes kinda cross as an idea, kinda like a crazy, disgusting, perverted idea of, unfortunately, what you think of a black person presenting something.  I've felt this since some time after starting to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" again.  This didn't happen before.  I think it's because of her audience.  Hey, now, my left finger tips felt gooey kinda and thick like I had short nails.  This shouldn't happen.  So, I recommend you behave and take care of yourself and this stuff shouldn't happen.  I guess it is good for older people and in certain ways for people born at certain times to deal with things that have come their way and that these things are supposedly unavoidable.  There must be some way to avoid this, but I know people also think we have it coming...

Something

For some reason, I have a sensitive pimple on the middle of my stomach.  It makes me feel the effects of when I felt the waitress like thrown at me, my stomach, and when I tapped it this time it bubbled in a thick way around my egg sack.  I think it was set up.  Not sure.

Pizza

I had the Domino's my dad elected to get me.  It's giving me that funny feeling, of that waitress, like in my stomach are.  I feel like I'm in a mental hospital and am tired from complaining online.

So, he got thinner pizza and the cheese bread I like and the lava cakes, which I didn't have, yet.  That's also been connected to other ideas...

Now, my stomach is bloated, even though I've been exercising.  Maybe, I shouldn't have had the pizza...

STOP

STOP YOU PERVERTED PEOPLE INTRUDING MY PRIVACY AND MAKING DISGUSTING FANTASIES ABOUT PEOPLE.

THEY'RE MAKING WILD FANTASIES IN PLEASURE LIKE PERVERTED PEOPLE.  ABOUT PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT.  AND NOTHING IS GONNA HAPPEN TO THEM.

THEY'RE SUGGESTING I DON'T MATTER AND THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT OTHERS FEEL.  THEY'RE HURTING PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT ME.

STOP, STOP BEING RACIST.  STOP SAYING I DID SOMETHING WRONG.  I'M HAVING TROUBLE COMMUNICATING, AND THIS IS IMPORTANT.

You obviously think your such a know-it-all about what you've said...  Coming up on me like I don't matter.  STOP!  I don't believe this is necessary.

You all submit to this nasty perversion and claim you don't when I finally do see your face!

Rubbing Things In

Why does Tim Burton want to rub in everything my dad suggests?

Also, they get to be presentable around each other.  Ever since I went to the mental hospital, things have been bad.  I don't know who caused it nor why I went, I guess because of that weird American History class.  You know, my life was really good, a bit harsh but not really.  Not sure what got into me.

I had to post my race online, also because it was polite.  I mean, I had an unfair opportunity, and it should be my mom's responsibility.  I feel that people think I'm silly because they know I've taken psychiatric pills and I'm not technically all White American or whatever.  I don't want to be totally set up in some elaborate fashion and be hard to function.

STOP BOTHERING ME.  WITH YOUR COMPLEX MESSED UP IDEAS.  YOU JUST SPRAYED IT ON MY PRECIOUS STUFF.  IDEOLOGICALLY.  LOOK, QUIT.  STOP ACTING LIKE I DID SOMETHING WRONG.  I JUST SAID QUIT.

Tim Burton is racist and mean just because of the n word thing.  He's trying to say my dad is bad, but he has no reason.

Stimulating for Perversion Undue

So, I see my dad is trying to stimulate me for what I did that I wasn't able to calculate.  He wants to blame my mom, who is not Caucasian|White, when she blames that it's because I'm related to my dad.  My dad is okay with that and treats me differently, like I'm not like either of them nor anyone else nor that I am accepting, in a way, because it's a virtue...

Weird Stimulation That's Bad, Most Decidedly

Why does my dad and others keep barking at things like they are suggestions of what others will do now, trying to stimulate others 24-7, like it has to happen?

What will we do now that the activities have commenced?  Like stimulating in a weird, seemingly "bad" way really people.  Why do people do that?  Is it an L.A. thing?  This wasn't the program, before.  It's happened since the n word thing.  Before, it just seemed to "happen," wasn't like something that was bound to occur.  Not like some thing you're waiting for that could happen for some reason.  I might be different, but that's just who I am.  We are not all the same, and we shouldn't ruin ourselves trying to all be the same, like everyone else.  People are just different.  I guess I can't really look up to anyone because they're busy being stimulated in weird ways in ways I don't like by certain people.  I don't even understand the relationship certain people claim to have had with certain people of different generations.

As to the title, we aren't sure who to blame all for the deeds that were done in the stimulating factor.  :p