Thursday, November 29, 2012

2TheEllenShow

You know it's funny I don't remember how things were in the New Orleans area, though I assume they are the same.  This kinda woke me up when they said, "Hey, sexy lady!"  It reminded me of all the crazy things they do at martial arts or that martial arts schools must do, in general.

That was pretty funny, kept waking me up.  Not sure what's going on.

Whenever I move, I'm totally knocked out.  I did more back to Florida and have visited Saint Augustine, the oldest continuing city in the U.S.  However, when I go to Fort Lauderdale, where my aunts used to both live and one still lives there, it's not the same.  It's like I had a period of my life where I wasn't as European, since going up to see my grandma, though that's the one baby picture I have up.  I was dressed in attractive colors.

I just don't understand why I was always instilled with a sense of not deserving respect|what I want.  My brother also had Chinese-influenced features that seemed like sorta rubbed in.

It's funny I looked more Asian than anything but not in a squinty way, just like a plastered look when I was younger but oily or something.  Not too much like some people.