Wednesday, November 28, 2012
Everything should be o kay! '={
So, if you aren't a racist Italian minor-ethnic European etc. then anything you do and think must be okay.
TV
I just watched some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" from yesterday, which I watched yesterday, except missed the beginning a few minutes fixing my TV from the chord coming lose moving the lamp I have borrowed back.
Felt a Stoppage When Cursing
The curse words surged in when I woke up because I was so worried, I went zany, but they didn't quite reach the top of my brain. There was nothing there. Of course, I didn't want to, but I did quite a bit and have been having quite a fascination with one in a funny way. I'm not cursing now but probably will later. I hope bad things stop happening.
Suggestions in the World
What do you think of all the suggestions we get in the world as fans of Tim Burton or since he's been about from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and working on Sweeney Todd?
Speaking to Me
Why are people acting like it isn't okay to speak to me? I mean, who speaks to me inappropriately?
"Pop ular" Majors
My 2nd year of college, the Philosophy and Physics departments encouraged us to become majors. The Physics teacher said we would and made us believe he taught Einstein. He was kinda fit and not fat. The Philosophy teacher I had my 1st year 2nd semester encouraged us to be minors. I attended a seminar, to accept new professors my 2nd year. I also got extra credit in Religion going to the Jewish "church" nextdoor. I didn't understand any of the Religion and Philosophy, but I did well in the Philosophy class but no Religion classes, which is a popular major nowaday. :)
10 Side Sit-Ups on Each Side *-oo8
I've only been doing 5 or 3. Maybe about 3 or 4 times recently but also some other times fairly recently...
Being Taken Care Of
When I went to the Catholic school I was told to Audit Chemistry II. I could have taken Art III with another girl who transferred before me instead of Calculus APH. My English teacher told me I was a good writer, but I only got a 3 on the AP test, to be expected. She was married to a Religion teacher who did choir, where I accompanied. We had masses in the gym maybe once a month. I drove to practice. I drove out about every night. Monday, band, which was just made that year, and my college piano teacher when I was a piano major was related to the band teacher, who had a daughter in the band who was a freshman. The girls from my ballet school transferred after we left and became friends. They all had blonde hair, the people they made friends with, I think, primarily. The band teacher's daughter had crimped hair. Just for the f.y.i. on what's on my mind right now. Once, I also lost my way on the way to band, 1 1|2 hours, which is a long time, not sure how I stood it.
So, when I went to school up north, during a hurricane, they withdrew me when I stopped attending class after something happened to me kinda serious the day before the history test, which I could not take, just couldn't get into it.
The Jesuit school in New Orleans I went to gave me the withdrawals later. If I take the classes here, I can get grade forgiveness, at the regular community college, though I had to ask.
So, when I took Chemistry in college my 3rd year, the lab was easy. I struggled with an Asian teacher in Biology, a lady. Physics lab was so cool! I was a Chemistry Pre-Med major for Psychiatry. So, I signed up for Chemistry II in high school since it fit my schedule and I changed schools. They didn't have it when I went to school the year before, needed 1 more person.
So, when I went to school up north, during a hurricane, they withdrew me when I stopped attending class after something happened to me kinda serious the day before the history test, which I could not take, just couldn't get into it.
The Jesuit school in New Orleans I went to gave me the withdrawals later. If I take the classes here, I can get grade forgiveness, at the regular community college, though I had to ask.
So, when I took Chemistry in college my 3rd year, the lab was easy. I struggled with an Asian teacher in Biology, a lady. Physics lab was so cool! I was a Chemistry Pre-Med major for Psychiatry. So, I signed up for Chemistry II in high school since it fit my schedule and I changed schools. They didn't have it when I went to school the year before, needed 1 more person.
Points of Interest About Going to School...
Was school for you a fight on if the teachers should have to teach you?
Noticed Something
I noticed something. Ellen DeGeneres has a more high reputation now, in my opinion.
She used to act like she wasn't that good. Then, she admitted she was.
She used to act like she wasn't that good. Then, she admitted she was.
Succeeding in School
I think my dad wanted me in a Catholic school. There was a private, non-Catholic school that was supposed to be good. The other Catholic school was full.
Succeeding in School
So, when I came into American History APG, the teacher said like don't take the course unless you're taking the AP test. Well, I wasn't sure if I would. I just was taking the class to be smart and because it was Gifted. That just confused me. I didn't really calculate anything. They did have Honors. I was lucky to get in Gifted, even though I was the Valedictorian in junior high, though I had moved my 2nd year of junior high.
Succeeding in School
Okay, I really don't understand this. I just realized a boy in American History AP is related to my English teacher. He didn't fail American History. Neither did the girl from the public school. I just don't think I ever had to do that much reading. I couldn't do it in college, neither.
Worshipping Certain People
Tim Burton likes Helena Bonham Carter, but she is the opposite of the people he says are better than everyone else. He really puts off people. I mean, before people were on a rapport, but now we're just noticing how popular we are. Why am I popular for suffering?
Race in Places
Do you know anyone in America who is not
(A) a little|part Native American
(B) has a technically Jewish-traced last name
(C) a minor European country nor like Italian nor part Greek
(A) a little|part Native American
(B) has a technically Jewish-traced last name
(C) a minor European country nor like Italian nor part Greek
Just Ate Awhile Ago
White Rice & Green Curry from a Thai Restaurant my parents know about.
I baked some brownies, a thin layer with icing, chocolate icing. What else? Ah, then I had a good portion of leftover old beef I heated up on the stove and some old organic squash I cooked yesterday, heated on the stove.
So, I'm gonna have some I think berry or strawberry yogurt after I find out what cardio means and get a workout DVD.
I baked some brownies, a thin layer with icing, chocolate icing. What else? Ah, then I had a good portion of leftover old beef I heated up on the stove and some old organic squash I cooked yesterday, heated on the stove.
So, I'm gonna have some I think berry or strawberry yogurt after I find out what cardio means and get a workout DVD.
Identifying With Others Culturally
I wanted to move to L.A., like Tim Burton. I mean, he has dark hair and is up for a worthy cause. It seems his point is to say dark hair is bad and he has it for a reason and he's just there to advertise Helena Bonham Carter and his daughter.
I guess living in the New Orleans area sorta gave me an interesting experience. I struggle to know about my fate and some of my decisions. It was like I wasn't supposed to go to college after being such a good and rather active student. I've always been considered well-behaved and hard-working, though my schools weren't incredibly hard nor like convenient. Like, we had busywork and boring work, I'd say. Well, it wasn't as bad as you'd imagine, but in a way it was that caliber. The 2 states I am from have the worst schools in the nation, so it's interesting culturally|socially, just not in the area I'm from exactly. I don't really know "what" people are busy doing in school.
Well, I don't know who I'm interested in. A lot of stars have fallen to the graces of Johnny Depp. I'm sure there are a lot of cute guys out in the world.
Do you think Ellen DeGeneres is just trying to be popular? I don't know what the big fuss is. Ever since I did badly in college because I thought it was an experiment, my life, I've been beat a lot. Then, the n word thing happened, and my options in the world somehow closed. It happened overnight. Well, she has blonde hair. She isn't really shy. I don't know why people get mixed emotions about me. Would you say she's bold around people her age? I don't know why I've been taken out of "the" picture. I was treated differently at different times and especially after going to the mental hospital at 16. So, people are just inappropriately shoving me into other people's faces, making fun of me, like I'm an animal and not a human being, anymore. I think it's because of that thing when I was 11, the not writing my cousin, the thinking perverted thoughts, not feeling as good when my brother was born, and maybe feeling racism as a young child, but like in secret and never openly discussed except when the time came and it was something that claimed they were in their place with me. So, I can't hide. The reason I keep up with this stuff is because it's good to. People are trying to play with me and tell me different things to do. I mean, Tim Burton isn't that famous, and Ellen DeGeneres isn't that discussed. You could be the 1st big famous person of the times. I know I was just denied, but I'm not sure how I'd go nor if I'd ruin things, at all, hopefully not too much, if I became a model or something or got in some movies, maybe even some more major roles, like you know at least speaking roles that come back, though it'd be nice to be well-respected as a participant in the business if you're going to be in it and want to perform in things like what they have in movies and for world access. It would be nice to file it online. Being featured to the world in a movie would be a fun thing to have happen, as well... So, a long time ago, I guess I would have discovered more under the radar artists|entertainers and could have posted about it online since I was a teen. I mean, I've seen a lot of movies, but not much is happening, anymore, since Johnny Depp. I mean, people think "that's it."
I guess living in the New Orleans area sorta gave me an interesting experience. I struggle to know about my fate and some of my decisions. It was like I wasn't supposed to go to college after being such a good and rather active student. I've always been considered well-behaved and hard-working, though my schools weren't incredibly hard nor like convenient. Like, we had busywork and boring work, I'd say. Well, it wasn't as bad as you'd imagine, but in a way it was that caliber. The 2 states I am from have the worst schools in the nation, so it's interesting culturally|socially, just not in the area I'm from exactly. I don't really know "what" people are busy doing in school.
Well, I don't know who I'm interested in. A lot of stars have fallen to the graces of Johnny Depp. I'm sure there are a lot of cute guys out in the world.
Do you think Ellen DeGeneres is just trying to be popular? I don't know what the big fuss is. Ever since I did badly in college because I thought it was an experiment, my life, I've been beat a lot. Then, the n word thing happened, and my options in the world somehow closed. It happened overnight. Well, she has blonde hair. She isn't really shy. I don't know why people get mixed emotions about me. Would you say she's bold around people her age? I don't know why I've been taken out of "the" picture. I was treated differently at different times and especially after going to the mental hospital at 16. So, people are just inappropriately shoving me into other people's faces, making fun of me, like I'm an animal and not a human being, anymore. I think it's because of that thing when I was 11, the not writing my cousin, the thinking perverted thoughts, not feeling as good when my brother was born, and maybe feeling racism as a young child, but like in secret and never openly discussed except when the time came and it was something that claimed they were in their place with me. So, I can't hide. The reason I keep up with this stuff is because it's good to. People are trying to play with me and tell me different things to do. I mean, Tim Burton isn't that famous, and Ellen DeGeneres isn't that discussed. You could be the 1st big famous person of the times. I know I was just denied, but I'm not sure how I'd go nor if I'd ruin things, at all, hopefully not too much, if I became a model or something or got in some movies, maybe even some more major roles, like you know at least speaking roles that come back, though it'd be nice to be well-respected as a participant in the business if you're going to be in it and want to perform in things like what they have in movies and for world access. It would be nice to file it online. Being featured to the world in a movie would be a fun thing to have happen, as well... So, a long time ago, I guess I would have discovered more under the radar artists|entertainers and could have posted about it online since I was a teen. I mean, I've seen a lot of movies, but not much is happening, anymore, since Johnny Depp. I mean, people think "that's it."
Problem
What is Tim Burton's problem? He doesn't seem to let things go. He also doesn't solve them right.
Problem
Why should we care about Tim Burton's daughter? Why is it always about how bad I am? I saw her mom want me to call her the n word.
Also, don't get me caught up in others's flaws. Oh, but it's not a flaw, just a difference you'll have to accept with other people. You don't seem to force the same things on everyone. I think I would have succeeded given a fair opportunity.
Also, don't get me caught up in others's flaws. Oh, but it's not a flaw, just a difference you'll have to accept with other people. You don't seem to force the same things on everyone. I think I would have succeeded given a fair opportunity.
Something Nice
I can be a friend for Ellen. She's from the New Orleans area and L.A. I got a weird connection. I also can connect to Britney Spears.
Problem
My aunt gave me the sheet music to songs I learned my 1st lesson in advance. I didn't feel like talking to the piano teacher out of turn. I used to be a good memorizer but became tired of it.
Problem
I couldn't remember to write my cousin because she was younger and used neat stationary. I don't know how old I was. I thought I was a young kid but not very young.
So, I stopped gymnastics to look for a ballet school when we moved, but we couldn't find any. My mom said gymnastics was too expensive but wanted me to do it a year later.
She said I had to do an activity, but I was happy. I went to a special school for art and changed to piano. We moved, and I got a piano and became disinterested.
So, I stopped gymnastics to look for a ballet school when we moved, but we couldn't find any. My mom said gymnastics was too expensive but wanted me to do it a year later.
She said I had to do an activity, but I was happy. I went to a special school for art and changed to piano. We moved, and I got a piano and became disinterested.
Problem
So, I did poorly in school after Johnny Depp, but it's the teacher's fault and the school's fault I didn't know I could|should withdraw.
People like him promise to be there for you, but then you find they make you get closer to your family when it makes you uncomfortable. My relationship with my mom is different, but my relationship with my dad has gotten too private, or like personal.
People like him promise to be there for you, but then you find they make you get closer to your family when it makes you uncomfortable. My relationship with my mom is different, but my relationship with my dad has gotten too private, or like personal.
Problem
I'm getting more interactions with my dad I don't like since Johnny Depp, Tim Burton, and Ellen DeGeneres.
Problem
The problems just keep coming.
So, what do you think of having a dad like Tim Burton saying he made a sacrifice to be as nice as Helena Bonham Carter? Isn't that what most people would say? Huh? Huh? Or, what? Saying that we have to worship him for being with her? That his kid is like special.
Well, I also got wind that Lily Rose has "heritage" in "the" South. I guess anyone from Florida is automatically considered out of the picture.
Wow, just get all the glitz and glam. Whoops, did you slip?
May as well go out of the U.S., to where? Europe is not that far south.
So, what do you think of having a dad like Tim Burton saying he made a sacrifice to be as nice as Helena Bonham Carter? Isn't that what most people would say? Huh? Huh? Or, what? Saying that we have to worship him for being with her? That his kid is like special.
Well, I also got wind that Lily Rose has "heritage" in "the" South. I guess anyone from Florida is automatically considered out of the picture.
Wow, just get all the glitz and glam. Whoops, did you slip?
May as well go out of the U.S., to where? Europe is not that far south.
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